Lunch Date with Nadia

Assalamualaikum.

Hai Bloggers,

Okay. Nampak macam aku dah menggunakan Blog sebagai online diaries aku sampai pergi lunch dengan kawan pun nak cerita. Hmm, bear with it bloggers, Just bear with it! hehe. Aku tak ada benda nak cerita for now.

Life goes on very well. Biasalah hidup aku. Pergi balik universiti-rumah. Biasalah tu. Nak pergi mana lagi kan? Sini bukan banyak Mall nak pergi macam kat JB tu. Aceh, macam kalau study dekat Malaysia selalu pergi Mall je. Bajet je, aku ni kann? Oh yeah! aku dah beli tiket balik Malaysia. Seronok kann? 

Ni Nadia. Kitorang lunch sesama tadi. 

sambil......... you know, "girl talk". 

Having her untuk borak memang best. Wakakaka. Kalau kau baca, jangan terharu sampai nak menangis pulak Nadia. 

And Dear Readers,

Sebenarnya, Aku rancang nak diet. Tak Nak makan makanan fast food, makanan berminyak and Nak Makan lebih banyak buah & sayur.

Aku tahu ayat aku boleh buat korang muntah sebaldi sebab ramai kawan aku respond:

"badan kurus, nak diet ape kebendenye lagi"

"kalau kau diet, dah tak tahu tinggal apa lagi dah"

"pfft, xpayahlah"

Okay. Aku faham. But the problem is, aku bukan diet nak kuruskan badan. I just wanna have a healthy diet. Belajar Dentist kan? Apa guna lecturer terangkan pasal risk factor untuk Atherosclerosis, Ischemic Heart Diseases etc kalau diri sendiri tak practicekan apa yang kita belajar. Ok, sound nerd is it?

Anyway, Nak cakap aku dah cancelkan project Diet aku. Wiwiwi. Membazir je kan aku membebel tadi. Ini orang panggil "cakap tak serupa bikin." *tunduk. Aku mengaku. 

and lastly, 

Nak cakap yang jadual final exam dah keluar. Doakan aku k?

Thanks For Reading,

Toodles. Smiley Face. 

Jogging Date & Fresh Juices

Assalamualaikum

Masa zaman sekolah dulu, berlari/berjogging/bersukan memang bukan benda yang aku minat. Tapi zaman sekolah, aku tak ada lah rasa tak sihat sangat. Mungkin sebab training taekwondo&menari  dah cukup memenatkan untuk aku. Jadi, memang aku tak involve dengan benda sukan-sukan ni. Even masa PLKN, orang lain sibuk training berkawat. Aku melarikan diri dengan masuk persembahan tarian. Choii! Nampak tak aku selalu mengelat nak menghadapkan diri dengan benda-benda yang panas.

Tapi sejak habis sekolah ni, rasa macam badan tak sihat je. Tak adalah selalu sakit. Tapi rasalah stamina tu dah menurun. Ditambah pula dengan perasaan malas, hmm. Memang lemaklah kan badan aku. Dekat sini pula dah tak ada aktiviti kokurikulum, So, basically, kalau kau nak aktiviti luar, kena cari sendiri.

Currently, aku sedang menghadap laptop. Baru lepas jog-edit gambar-breakfast and now its time to blog. Rasa macam sihat jap lepas jog tadi, walaupun aku orang last yang tertinggal di belakang, tapi atleast, oklah tu. Dah buat effort. Hehe. Nak trophy satu!

Lepas penat berjogging, kitorang pergi minum asir/juices. Mantap! Juices dekat sini fresh punya. Tak ada tambah gula. Memang kaww-haoliao. Dia memang perah fresh-fresh dari buah. Aku minum asir burtu'ol/oren, Umi minum asir sobya/vanilla and aisyah asir muzbilaban/susu&pisang(tetibe interframe).Padahal aku jog dengan umi and nad. Entah dari mana, masa aku and umi otw balik, tetiba nampak aisyah jalan sorang-sorang.

and apa lagi, instead of cakap "Mamak, Teh Tarik Satu!".
Kitorang cakaplah " Aiz asir, lau samaht".
Lepak-lepak jap lepas tu, baliklah rumah. Rasa gembira je masa lepak, sebab awal pagi, tak ada orang sangat dekat jalan. Lepak dekat kedai asir macam kedai tu kami yang punya! mwahahahaha

Pastu, Mesti korang rasa "kebendelah budak ni nak cerita?"
and aku pun rasa "Tak pe, korang kan banyak masa."

ok. anyways, thanks for reading.

Toodles~

From Cappucino to Green Tea

Assalamualaikum.

As the weather changes, I feel some part of me changes too. All of sudden, I think I just lost myself for a moment.
No more stupid jokes, No more excitement, No more smiley, No more Teen-Cheery life. I was talking monotonously to everyone including myself. 

Life moves very slowly at this moment. I am running a typical ,ordinary student life. I go to classes, meet friends, and go back home. For the next day, I will do the same thing over and over again until I realize that it's already the end of the week. You can called it my boring-daily life routine. *sigh* 

During winter, I was hoping summer to come faster because when it comes to summer, everything seem so joyful. I don't need to wear layers of shirt. No more winter coat, No more shivering and having an ice-cream seem so much enjoyable. But it was all in my mind back then. Apparently, Its not for now. I am still hoping tomorrow will be a better day. 

When it comes to the term that I lost myself. I really don't know whether I really lost myself or this me-writing to you is the "me" that I do not discover all this while. For the last sem, My life was hectic. I greet and smile to almost everybody I met. Reading a motivational article was some sort of energy-riser in my day. Meeting people was something that I am looking forward. But now, It all has changed...

From the cappucino-lover, I became a Green-Tea type of person. My playlist changes. From rock to slow instrumental music. Instead of meet and greet people, I prefer walking straight to class without saying hello to anyone. I even did not make an eye-contact.I refrain myself from interaction with people and suddenly, I hate being in public.

Frankly speaking, I love being in the centre of attention and when I do not, I can feel that it is bizarre. That feeling which is just not right and I, really want things to become normal again. I hate being deep thinker and observant. It's tiring. There is so many things tangling in my mind and I really, really want it to solve right away. Eventhough, I know some things are meant to left unsolved.

When I come to think of it, Being away from the crowd is not so bad after all. I suddenly realize about few things that I thought was not important. I learned that stop for a moment was not a bad things that you, yourself should be punished for. It is okay to stop. think and start over. Every person has his/her ups and downs in life and me having it, is a normal situation. :)

I hope tomorrow will be a bright new day for me. I planned to jog and have a fresh juice afterwards.

Thanks for reading. Toodles~

" Language has created the word "Loneliness" to express the pain of being alone. And it has created the word "solitude" to express the glory of being alone"-Paul Tillich